Resigning!

So I have a sent an email to one of my bosses today outlining in a nice way that I am sick and tired of working with no support. I want to resign but I don't know if he is going to let me. I have had no response and don't know if he has read it but I think he has because he called me today and asked if we could have lunch this week. Although he has been very good to me, I've made a conscious decision that in 2009 I'm going to set things right- and working for his company is not one of those right things!

Let's see what happens!

I have been avidly searching the website for details on lomography camera's- something that's not very popular but I think I'll have a lot of fun with. Lomography camera's are pretty much old school technology but with a different lense, making photos appear imperfect or give crazy effects...my father in law thinks that I should just keep taking digital pictures and get photoshop- but where's the fun in that? Maybe I'll get photoshop just for playing- we'll see.

I really want to take a photography class, or at least learn how to use my camera's to their full potential. Seeing a beautiful photo I've taken gives me a lot of satisfaction like that of above.

I am feeling very down today- going back to work brought on some issues that i have been dealing with for a while. That is one of the reasons I put in my letter today however I still feel guilty for taking away from our money situation. There never seems to be a clear answer but we have to find our way through the fog somehow!

I have some beautiful dahlia's sitting in a vase today- they make me feel better every time i look at them!